The end.

Its sad when it ends but all good things come to and end and it's a good thing right? if it wasn't would you be sad? No i dont think so. The end is so official how about we call it a beginning and leave the bad in the past and start the good!!

Well this is the end of this blog....i mean the beginning ...wait, no the end ... whatever bye!!!:]] ~Moique J

The music business.

Is a dog eat dog world it hard. I've been around music my whole life. My dad was a producer in England, my oldest sister was a singer that almost mad it concerts for coca cola end every thing but got pregnant and gave up :( my mother was her groups manager and now my other sister is working on her demo as for me i dance, and sing whatever it take to get to the top. :]]

School next year.

What do you have planned for the next school year? Get all my credits and chill...have fun. I plan on doing lots of different things. Joing more clubs and having LOTS more fun :]] oh and Keepin my mind on my work!! lol

Candy!!!

Candy is soooo good this is the best thing in the whole world this is the answer to every problem ever created!!! The only thing better then candy is Chocolate but that is considered candy to soooo its the best!!! :]] I have a sickness and i need help. I've came pretty far and im proud because i don't eat candy that much any more i used to get in sooo much trouble i would get ban from eating it lol awww good times.

Fav. show

Fav. show ~Top model is the show!!!!~Tyra Banks is the host, and there is a different cast every season. I love this show because i want to be a model sooo of course i would watch it :]] Tyra is my role model i want to be her she better watch her back!! lol j/k

about me

About Me I was born in London England i moved here when i was 9. Alot of things were different when i first got here!!! I'm a pretty down to earth girl but don't get it twisted you don't know me so don't try to get slick because I'll put you in your place quick time!!!! :]] anyway on a better note i enjoy dancing (I'm a dancer), i model, i act , and i sing! I do it all :]] anyway that's all i can think of I'm out later.

Regret

I regret nothing.....
I dont regret, regreting is pointless you have to keep looking forward!!!
~Monique J

Cameras.

Cameras are cool they capture special moments in time that you never want to forget. I love looking back at pic because you can see how much you've changed and what you were like at that time . I you take a look through my camera you'll see mostly pics of me because i cant help it like taking pics of myself but its ok tho because it paid of at a photo shoot i did 2 of the photographers were like " you were really good really nice positions your really know how to move in front of a camera" lol i was thinking if you only knew why lmao.

Think.

Ever thing you were born in the wrong time period? I have, when i listen to songs and see pictures of a time I'm always like dang that's when i should have been born lol can you guess what time period it is?

Yep the 80's :]]

Christmas at home

In London Christmas was a magical time. There was always a kinda calm friendly feeling that washed over every one. In England ppl are always so nice and friendly but on Christmas its intensified the feeling was just great the shopping, the people, the way they decorated the streets, all the light and ppl are a sight to see. I was young when i was in England so seeing all that ta such a young age was like magic feeling the good vibes bounce of every one was sooo cool it was the best time of the year, family all together all smiling and happy :]] nothing can compare to that.

Your Mind

Your mind is a powerful thing ! Its kinda cool the things it does like how it controls your whole body, also how it can create things like hallucinations that's crazy. How does it do that, mirages are crazy it looks SO real ( well that's what I've heard) and then its gone, you need and want it sooo much your mind makes it real in an attempt to help is self that's AMAZING!! :]]

Dance

Dancing.... there aren't many words to describe how i feel about dance or when i dance but i going to try anyway. I Love to dance in fact i think love is an understatement lol when I'm upset music is a way to get it all out. When i happy is when dancing the the most exhilarating!!! Just going crazy to the beat is crazy some beats just make me dance whether i want to or not. You already know how i feel about music so just imagine that plus dancing to that to :D it just brings a BIG smile to my face!!! I LOVE TO DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This blog doesn't even start to describe how i feel but there's so much emotion i cant even tell you so this is gonna have to be good enough.

But i'll leave you with a quote that i think kinda sums it up

Music

Music is an escape, a release, a getaway from the rest of the world. To put on some music low in a quite room if its on a radio or just loud enough so you cant here a thing in headphones is an AMAZING feeling. Music brings me to a completely new place :) If there was no music i don't know what i would do, its amazing what the artists can do with some beats and words. I wonder if they know the effect they have on ppl with there songs??

My Famliy

I have 2 sisters, 3 brothers ( well 5 because i count my two cousins), A mum, a dad ,blah blah blah lol. My name is Monique J i was born and raised in London, England!!! :]] (LOVE IT!!) I moved to America (Florida) with my my mum and sister my daddy came later after he sold the house. I liked it here at first but i was young and SO very very stupid i HATE it!!! Life here is so boring now i cant wait to get out of here it drives me crazy!! :( Cant wait to go of to college or to become famous which ever first (Famous i hope!!)

My plan..

I'm writing this to inform who ever wants to read what my plan for the rest of my life is, the only thing is I'm not sure i know yet. As of now i want to be a dancer,model,actress,and singer...those are my dreams, as for real life lol i want to be a psychologist for kids with problems or in one of those homes for kids with problems like trying to kill themselves or abusive homes. That's what i want to do for now but that might change depending on what happens in the next two years, i DEFF. want to work with kinds tho but hey who knows i might end up hating them in 2 years lol. The dream I'm really pushing is dancing, im on my schools dance team (2 years now) and i dance in any free time i have ;]] (Hopefully) at the end of my Senior year I'm going to audition for the Debbie Allen Dance Academy in LA, If i get in i will be moving down there with me sister and going to school to study psychology in Antioch University Los Angeles :]] if not that im (again... hopefully) going to go to Oxford University at home in England ( that was the Original plan) soooo....
that's the plan!! Bye

Life

"Life is what you make it" is something I've always heard ppl say but do you believe it?? I do..... i think lol if things aren't going your way i believe you should just change it, if you dwell on the bad things then your life is gonna pretty much suck!! :p i think you always have to look forward never let the past get you down. Also the ppl in your past are meant to be there so don't get your self down because you miss them its there loss.

The perfect crime

It can be done, been done in fact. Know one really thought of it, unless they were planning it. I'm pretty sure it happens everyday.....sad but true. Can anyone stop it? Doubt it. When you think about it you have to admit its a great crime. Anyway this is a warning from me to you be careful there more than enough murder's out there killing hopes and dreams, committing : THE PERFECT CRIME!!
~Monique J

[How they pull of] The perfect crime

Stabbing you with there words, that's one way...the most common. Hitting you wit there comments over and over. You try and run but they find you. The malice in there words hurt you don't understand why there doing this, choking you with such disgust. Drowning you with there hate until you lose all feeling then they leave, leaving you alone in your head were no one can hear you call. Another murder gone unpunished you give up your hopes and dreams dead, one again another Perfect crime!
~Monique J

Sorrow

Sorrow lasts forever, that how it feels like a child having a good time or reading a special rhyme. But don't let sorrow take form of your happy side because it will only bring fear along for the ride and more tears to be cried.
~Monique J

~disillusionment~

A big girl now cant protect me,opened my eyes and now i see,like a bird i'll fly free &sing,You want to understand now? you've missed everything,Im all grown up,You've missed your Appointment,now i expect nothing,no reason for disappointment
~Monique Joseph